I feel more connected to my friends and I feel so guilty. I know your family was supposed to come first but I've always felt disconnected from them. I have an amazing older sister and two cute but annoying younger sisters. I have a mom and dad and I'm pretty sure they love me, but i just don't feel like I'm part of the family.

There are things that I tell my friends that none of my family members know. I always have an invisible barrier between my family members as if they're strangers. I know its wrong and I don't know why I feel this way.

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